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Experiences and Testimonials of Participants of the

TIME OF TRANSITION – EMBODIED SOUL AWAKENING

14-Week Group Coaching Program

For more information about the program, new dates, and the application process, go here: TheTimeOfTransition.com


“Thank you, Laura and Bernhard, for your profoundly enriching Embodied Soul Awakening program.

It is a program that truly supports our new earth, the evolution of consciousness, and a soul’s longing to live as close as possible to one’s divine nature/truest expression and calling. It helps navigate all that comes with the matrix/being a human, especially on this path of individuation/awakening.

I have taken many courses during my inner work journey, and no other has landed like this.

I found the four-fold approach (along with evolutionary astrology) held my whole being in a nurturing, balanced, and profoundly expansive way. I was stretched on all levels, and it was refreshingly supportive and healing to be in a group of ‘like-minded’ people (after the last years especially) regarding unveiling truth, committed to doing the work together, and connected to God.

Each session was held with in-depth research, supportive work, direct experience, humility, integrity, and grounded leadership. Thank you.

Much of what I moved through during the course was uncomfortable and painful, as expected. The underworld journeys of facing deeper truths of who I truly am and integrating more exiled pieces were challenging yet done with much curiosity, deeper understanding, and compassion.

This process enabled me to experience more wholeness (literally feeling more ‘whole’) as I, too, could integrate more of my golden shadow, and since I’ve been trusting what I see and feel even more deeply. Thank you.

The program enabled me to learn about occult forces and bigger pictures playing out; this was important for me to understand to continue the path of discernment and consciously choose where I put my energy in terms of larger-scale world events, spiritual warfare, etc.

The program enabled me to begin integrating past lives and understand karma. I knew my past lives were there, yet now I am able to make sense of so many experiences and dreams, particularly. Bringing awareness to these past lives has helped my soul feel into what lessons weren’t fully learned, and now I can see some lessons my soul is still moving through in this life too. I want to learn these lessons. This is where I know my work continues.

Shadow integration for me now also means shadow prevention for my children (not entirely, of course), but this gifts a new level of awareness and consciousness – through what I potentially could be banishing in my children through not hearing and holding their fullness/uniqueness as deeply as I could be – through my unconscious projections.

This is a piece I needed to understand the deeper psycho-spiritual components. Wanting to hold and nurture their soul/childhood/wholeness is everything to me and a huge part of my work with mothers, so your work has undoubtedly added another layer of support with the inner child/reparenting process I move through daily with myself/my children and with my work. Thank you.

I loved the astrology component of the course and know I have only scratched the surface. The reading I had with Laura was incredibly insightful. And pointed to where I know I need to allow more feelings, particularly in spaces of deeper fear and grief. It helped me see I am following my heart, gifting self-permission/trust to continue. I am still integrating the fullness of this reading. Thank you.

Overall, I am excited to be alive and keep going with this work for me and my family. To keep saying yes to my callings. I feel a deeper grounding connection to who I truly am (and, therefore, what I am here for) and haven’t even finished yet, so no doubt the journeys, impact, and aha moments will continue.

Thank you both so much for answering your individual assignments and offering this/your expressions and service in such a vital, comprehensive, and evolutionary way.

I will continue to recommend this program.

– Anne S.


I was drawn to Laura and Bernhard’s program because I felt there was no other comparable program that offered the in-depth, comprehensive body of work, teachings, and applicable practices to cover all areas of physical reality (esoteric teachings, fundamentals of the matrix, universal laws, evolutionary astrology), psychological holistic healing modalities, spiritual healing modalities and tools, bodywork practices and so much more.

The program was everything I hoped for and so much more.

Laura and Bernhard practice what they teach and embody themselves what they help guide others through in terms of practical tools and modalities to help anyone along their conscious path of growth and soul evolution.

Taking the program came to me at the perfect divine timing in my ‘awakening’ journey, and I’m so grateful and appreciative for both of them and their dedication to this work and helping others along their path. They hold space beautifully and authentically for all participants navigating the program together.

It was a gift to go through with an intimate group of other individuals also consciously choosing to ‘answer the call’ on their awakening journeys. Laura and Bernhard’s body of knowledge is so well researched and studied (understatement!) in all the various modules offered, and each module basically covers every aspect someone needs to help navigate and assist them in their own conscious path, awakening, soul evolution journey (insert the term that resonates – you will get everything you truly need out of this program!).

My own foundation of knowledge (about all things physical reality, the matrix) has exponentially grown thanks to taking this program, and I’ve learned (and been able to add to my practices) so many new healing modality tools (psychological, spiritual, and body).

True deep gratitude for Laura and Bernhard’s service in helping others prepared to go deep into the inner work and shadow work required to grow and evolve on an individual soul level and collectively.”

– Kate R.


“I have been listening to Laura & Bernhard’s podcast for several years as well as reading a lot of Bernhard’s work. I’ve long been intrigued by the depth of his perceptions and ability to communicate clearly about challenging subjects. When they announced the program for July ‘22, it spoke to me, and I knew there was something there for me.

I was blown away by how comprehensive their teachings are.

As a practicing psychotherapist for over 20 years, I learned more about shadow work, trigger work, and effective ways of helping myself and others to process childhood, past life, and unconscious wounding than in any of my psychology training.

Seriously, I’m floored by how clear, thorough and comprehensive these teachings are.

They give everyone, no matter if you’re new or seasoned to this type of work, a step-by-step process to go into the depths of your soul and self-heal. I am transformed, and I have been doing my inner work for decades. Through the embodiment meditations, yoga, and Qi Gong, I have reached unconscious wounding that I didn’t know was there. I continue to use their teachings and practices after the course to bring the shadow aspects of myself to light.

I feel lighter, calmer, and more accepting of EVERYONE as a result. I am more embodied in who I am than I’ve ever been.

Laura & Bernhard DELIVER on their promises of teaching the inner and outer work. I’ve learned so much and will continue to go down this path. Thank you for these teachings and this wonderful community!”

– Nadia E.


“I’ve been following Bernhard and Laura’s work for approximately five years and have always aligned with their perspectives and teachings. I had heard about the course through their podcast and had contemplated it for a while. I have done a lot of work and am in the healing profession myself.

I’ve always admired Bernhard and Laura’s fearless pursuit of the truth and their unwavering strength in standing in their power, both individually and as a couple. I saw much of myself in them as well as the reflection that I needed to engage in some deeper work in order to be in full alignment with my path.

This course was both confronting and validating in addition to being deeply healing in so many ways. It has made me a better healer and has definitely leveled me up.

I have been through many courses over the years and this was by far the most comprehensive, well-researched, and thoroughly executed course I have ever done, and I don’t say that lightly.

Bernhard and Laura’s dedication to themselves, their relationship, and their teachings are truly inspiring. Their training shows. They hold a very strong container and are fully committed to their path. They walk their talk and they deliver above and beyond what I ever expected.

I’ll be going through this course again and again as there’s so much rich information, I’m certain I will gain more every time. I have so many more tools in my toolbox and with commitment and practice, I will be prepared for anything that comes my way. Spiritual strength, humility, and resilience are the ultimate gifts of this course.

I feel more dedicated to my path because of it.

Thank you, Bernhard and Laura, words cannot express how deeply honored I feel to have shared this profound journey with you both. You are powered by God.”

– Shannon D.


“This comprehensive course provided me with the tools and resources I needed to step into the next phase of my life with courage, confidence, and clarity. It provided an unbelievable depth of instruction and practices to expand my understanding of self and the world and let go of patterns that no longer serve me.

I feel myself stepping into a more embodied and authentic way of being. I feel my soul coming online. I am hearing and trusting in the guidance of the Divine forces we worked with these past few months.

Everything promised in this course has been delivered. I am embodying my awakening soul. If you desire the same, join this course.”

– Jesse S.


“I feel profoundly blessed to have found Laura and Bernhard’s work online. Their sincere messages resonate with my soul. I enrolled in their “Embodied Soul Awakening” course, feeling drawn to learn more from both of them. Having a codependent background, I am learning how to take responsibility for my life, find my voice, and heal relationship wounds.

Learning from these two phenomenal people, I have gained clarity around what specifically I need to work on and how I can heal.

It brings me a great sense of peace to have this clarity because I have direction and more purpose in my life. Before, I felt more confused and unclear about why certain parts of my life were dysfunctional.

I also have moved and released a lot of stored trauma and energy in my body during the course. I can definitely say that I have a much better relationship with my body.

This course addresses many topics that are often dismissed in the mainstream world. The insight provided on the matrix, shadow work, and occult forces has helped me find a deeper understanding of the more ethereal experiences that I have had in life that have attributed to my suffering.

Having this safe space to explore and discuss amongst the group has been very healing for me, and I feel inspired to develop my spirituality further.

The connection to the divine that I have been cultivating through Laura and Bernhard’s wisdom, tools, community, and courses has helped me to realize that the divine is what my soul was looking for. Reconnecting with the divine opened my heart up in a way that has helped me start to unlock my voice, inspiring me to speak more authentically and truthfully.

Laura and Bernhard are incredible resources. I deeply admire the amount of work, hours, effort, dark nights of the souls, attacks, suffering, and crises that they have gone through to become the spiritual warriors that they are today. Their wisdom and knowledge on all subjects are highly valuable.

I see their standard of work setting an example for the online space. They are serious about their work, and they are committed to what they do. It showed in how intentional, intense, challenging, and loving this course is – I loved it.

I cannot recommend their courses and work enough.
If you have the inclination to work with them, I implore you to act on it.

Their thoughtful and thorough work has range and depth, providing content that can reach on where you are specifically in your journey. I look forward to continuing to follow and work with Laura and Bernhard.

I chose to step up and take this course to see more beyond the veil, to witness the truth, to go “there” – and while what I am seeing is hard to accept, I am also finding immense love and guidance to navigate. I stand with Bernhard and Laura that now more than ever, it is time for us to embrace our spiritual warriors. This is how we go forward.

– Natalie M.


“Bernhard and Laura have provided the truth seeker with the “Swiss army knife” of tools for their journey toward healing, wholeness, and a soul-led life. The course materials unfolded in a thoughtfully curated way and built upon each other as a complete package for inner and outer work.

Laura and Bernhard delivered over and above exceptions: insightful guidance, mind-expanding teachings, practical exercises, and therapeutic modalities. During the 14 weeks, I was challenged to do some deep exploration and be honest about my spiritual seeking.

I found a bedrock of sincere aspiration and moved toward building a connection with my Self and a recommitment to spiritual growth. Since completing the course, I have become infinitely more grounded and growing in awareness each day. To connect and share this deep work with others in the group was a bonus. I feel equipped and enlivened to continue the path of a spiritual warrior.”

Kylie S.


“In these interesting times, I have found relationships with others difficult. This is out of character for me, and I understand I am not alone. However, I realized this was my work. I had been listening to Bernhard and Laura’s podcasts and receiving emails for a couple of years. I had intentions to take the Soul Embodiment program eventually; however, there were so many other pressing and time-sensitive responsibilities in my life.

Yet after talking with Bernhard and getting a better understanding of the unique format of the course material, I realized it was time. It was clear that it was designed for true individuality. And there hasn’t been a moment of regret!!!

The experience of the program has been deeply rich on so many levels; profound, humbling, uncomfortable, insightful, liberating, and ultimately invaluable. Committing to the group course has catapulted my learning and, above all, the integration of this learning into growth (this feedback comes directly from the individuals closest to me).

Bernhard and Laura offer their own individual styles and experiences while combining their knowledge and wisdom of studies, modalities, and practices into a complementary mosaic of exploration.

There is an authenticity in their humility and grace, and this essence creates a safe space to dive into the depths of all it is to be a soul incarnate at this time.

Beyond everything else, I have strengthened my connection to the Divine, and there is clarity that this is my primary relationship. Without a doubt, the truest freedom I have ever experienced.

This was the relationship my soul needed to nurture to be truly capable of navigating and nurturing all relationships in my life, from a soul level of truth and compassion. Absolutely invaluable. Thank you!!”

– Julie M.


“I was attracted to the course after listening to their podcasts during the previous year. I love how they bring deep traditional wisdom to the challenges we are facing today, as well as the way they openly share their own life experience to bring the material alive.

When I saw how their course brings together psychological shadow work with astrological guidance, spiritual practice, and bodywork as essential ingredients for healing, growth, and evolution, I knew it was going to be special.

No one else out there that I know of is able to offer this. It has been a revelation to find so much valuable material packed into a 12-week program.

It has helped me start to bring together and deepen work I have done before in a very refreshing and comprehensive way. I say ‘start’ because I look forward to many more months of study and practice as I work through and integrate the 5 meticulously laid out modules that Bernhard and Laura have created.

They are a very special teaching couple who have dedicated their lives to offer this unique program at a time when so many of us need guidance and support.”

– Ardhan


“I wasn’t sure what I would get out of this course when I signed up, but I knew I wanted to be involved in a holistic approach with the support of a group container to really get to grips with my wounds and to help me better cope with my past and move forwards into a healthier future. I had my doubts about what this course could do for me but I am so pleased I joined as I have got so much out of it.

My life has changed in so many positive ways since signing up!

The biggest wound in my life has always been romantic relationships, and I wondered how I might ever navigate a healthy conscious relationship, but I am now in a loving, secure, and blossoming relationship, and I am certain this would not be the case had I not taken part.

I am also finding it easier to cope with the common stresses and triggers of everyday life using all the tools and techniques I have learned along the way.

I was really impressed with how involved Laura and Bernhard were throughout the course, offering insights and feedback via the Zoom calls and Telegram group.

They were also incredibly down-to-earth and relatable, which meant the container felt safe and encouraging at all times. I really enjoyed connecting to the other group members from around the world.

I feel stronger on so many levels – physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually – and I feel confident I will continue with my daily practice and that life will keep surprising and delighting me! I can feel the strength and power of the group members alongside me even though the course is over.

Thank you, Laura and Bernhard, for hosting this course and sending so many spiritual warriors out into the world at a very necessary time!”

– Sarah P.


I’m sure you know the age-old adage ‘when the student is ready, the teacher will appear.’ I had listened to several of the Cosmic Matrix podcasts and very soon realized there is much more that I could learn from Laura and Bernhard.

I have been on the path of inner work for a couple of years, but I tended to spiritually bypass my issues. I needed real knowledge, structure, guidance, and practices that I simply could not do by myself. This course guides you to take responsibility for your thoughts, actions, and beliefs for true empowerment.

There are numerous video lectures, articles, exercises, meditations, breathwork practices, and somatic practices such as yoga and qi gong. In addition, there are group coaching calls and a private Telegram group to connect you with others who are on a similar, yet different, path.

The psycho-spiritual aspect of this course was huge for me. I have become more conscious; I am now deeply aware of my shadow, I have connected with my true essence again, and in general, I have a renewed sense of love, humor, and admiration for life.

Finally, I have developed a real spiritual practice–things I do daily to connect with my divinity. I feel more centered, relaxed, grounded, empowered, and ready to be what is required of me during this time of transition.

To Laura and Bernhard, you have my most sincere thanks and appreciation. If you ever have an in-person retreat, I would go!”

– Becca C.


“Almost from the moment I began following Bernhard and Laura’s work, I knew that there was a bigger reason behind why they had come into my awareness, and that reason was their Embodied Soul Awakening program (ESA).

I was already more than three years into a deep exploration of self through a variety of modalities, and I had moved through some big transformations, and yet something was missing: a framework for bringing my experiences into one cohesive whole and to help me to better cognitively understand just what I had been working through.

The ESA provided this and a whole lot more besides. Bernhard and Laura’s holistic four-fold approach is extremely thorough and supports you on a physical, emotional, intellectual, and spiritual level.

The content of the course is rich and plentiful; they have literally poured their hearts and souls into this and it is the best course I have ever done. It is presented beautifully and with care and attention to detail.

The physical practices of yoga and qi gong are excellent: well presented and easy to follow. I was surprised at how drawn I was to them, and I consistently practiced the qi gong on an almost daily basis for the duration of the course; it had a positive and very grounding effect on me.

There is a large variety of meditations on offer, too, and while I was comfortable with meditation prior to the ESA, I hadn’t yet established a consistent daily practice. This has changed since doing the course and I’m now on day 77 of a committed daily practice, which feels like such an achievement and has helped bring me to an even greater sense of inner peace and is further supporting me to master my in-the-moment-responses to potentially triggering situations.

I have hugely enjoyed all of the course content and have found it especially helpful to gain some theoretical context around the concepts of triggers, projections, and shadow work.

While I already had some direct experience working with these concepts, I wasn’t always able to effectively communicate about those experiences, and the knowledge provided in this course has given me a much better understanding of these themes so that I now feel better placed to engage in meaningful conversation with others who are interested in exploring the spiritual path of self-knowledge and conscious soul evolution.

I was also really interested in gaining a greater understanding of the hyper-dimensional forces at work in the world and the various ways in which they can influence humanity, and Bernhard’s knowledge and expertise in this area are vast and extremely comprehensive.

A completely new modality for me was the Internal Family Systems body of work that Laura shared in one of the modules. I found this method to be hugely insightful and felt very connected to this way of working with the various parts of the Self.

Both Laura and Bernhard present all of the information in a very clear and concise way and make the abundance of content readily accessible and easy to digest. I really admire their style of teaching and the way in which they hold space for others to learn and grow beside them. They make an awesome team, and it has been a true honor to go through this program with them.

I feel I could go on forever with praise for the various modules. I loved them all and have received so much from each of them that I would not be able to single one of them out as a favorite. They are perfectly balanced and brilliantly combined to provide a deeply immersive and soul-expanding experience.

Not to mention all of the group sharing calls and coaching calls that were an amazing addition to all of the pre-recorded content and allowed for some beautiful human interaction and heart-to-heart connections, both on the live calls and within the Telegram support group.

This profound and incredible journey has been another massive step on my life path toward greater wholeness and the full embodiment of my true essence and divine nature.

I would do it all over again without a moment’s hesitation, and for anyone considering taking the course, I wholeheartedly recommend it. It is truly the best thing I have ever invested in, and it is worth more than its weight in gold. Thank you, Laura and Bernhard, for this absolute gift of a shared experience with you; I am forever grateful to you both.”

– Lauren W.


“As a therapist myself, I wanted to do the course to further learn about myself in order that i could then bring the learnings to my clients. I was not disappointed.

I learned how my astrology, particularly the North Nodes have informed my life, even when I wasn’t aware. I learned that this is important to incorporate into my story as it then informing how I work with my internal family and what my parts were doing to protect me.

The part of the course that links trauma with the hostile occult forces was also invaluable to see how trauma is affected by these energies and how by being aware of where we were hurt we can be in self-energy enough to regulate and not be so unawarely affected by the energies that are not necessarily ours and how to distinguish what is mine and what isn’t.

I have definitely incorporated the practices into both my own practice, and also for my clients. This is a one-of-a-kind course that integrates the esoteric with the profoundly earthly, human aspect of developmental and generational trauma.

I recommend this program to those who want to know themselves and how their past has and continues to affect their present, for those who want to learn to be their true self in self-energy.

Thank you to both Laura and Bernhard for bringing this to the world.”

– Julie S.


“If you want to awaken a new level of trust in your soul’s calling… if you wish to gain not only insight but tools with which to embody it… if you’re seeking a way to explore the connections that exist in your inner and outer worlds and a more vibrant relationship with your Self and the Source… then I believe this course is for you.

For me, this course was not solely a catalyst for motivated and intentional action, the likes of which I’ve never before experienced; it was a frequent invitation to surrender to and rest in my own sense of Being.

It is a program of learning that offers both information of great value and a way of experiencing and integrating it through the body.

Within this program, I’ve found an accessible, authentic, illuminating, inspiring, and inspired community that has supported me in discovery, vulnerability, awe, and expression.

Even knowing that my journey spans a rich and unforeseeable lifetime, it feels appropriate to describe my experience of this course as PIVOTAL.”

– Eric R.


“The best way I can describe this course is by affirming its depth of content which is so detailed and intelligent while maintaining a quality of sincere vulnerability and authentic presence.

The reverence and referral to the Divine and the call and urgency that is consistently conveyed by Laura and Bernard to work out our stuff while doing their own deep shadow/trauma work as examples is truly meaningful.

I have hope that somehow, Humanity will, if only by the few, take this giant leap and path towards full embodiment and ultimately realize a full transition into enlightenment.

The feelings of connection to Laura and Bernhard, and the group were of true caring, warmth of heart, and community. I miss all of you and know our hearts are One. Thank you, Laura and Bernard, for the immense effort you both put forth for all this to happen. Blessings to us all.”

– Mary D. (Bhavani)


“I was drawn to the course after discovering Bernhard’s work earlier this year. It seemed to offer a comprehensive, no-b.s. approach to understanding things I had been sensing and experiencing for years. For a while, I had been feeling like I was edging up to a threshold that I wasn’t prepared to cross and couldn’t cross alone.

Intuitively I knew the course was going to give me exactly what I needed. And it delivered tenfold!

Working with Laura and Bernhard has opened me up to a whole new way of understanding the world. I’m still processing many of the implications.

I feel stretched in a way that was necessary for the next step in my journey. Both in my personal story and the way those experiences/teachings are woven into the collective, I find myself venturing into new territories – into new depths of darkness with more courage and willingness to keep my eyes and heart open.

Laura and Bernhard are fiercely compassionate guides. They don’t sugarcoat, they don’t coddle, and they don’t claim to offer a soft place to land. They do hold space for whatever presents, offering reflections and affirmation that we are all our own healers and we can trust our inherent wisdom. Their individual energies and life’s work balance one another quite beautifully. I really enjoyed them as partners in leadership.

The curriculum touched on every level of being, offering literature, media, and a slew of practices to integrate the teachings and day-to-day experiences. Now that the formal portion of the course is over, I feel like so many new doors of exploration have just opened.

Not only do I have a lighter backpack after having released the pain of old wounds with the practices, I also feel more prepared than ever to trust the movement through this constant flux of life.

– Heather M.


The course from Laura and Bernhard is unlike anything else – the depth, the structure, and the holistic nature of it makes it, in my view, the TOP course for anyone interested in becoming a more whole human being on all levels.

I felt a deep call to join this course – whenever I saw on social media or heard on the podcast that Laura and Bernhard were doing this course, something in me was calling: “Go for it.” So I did, and am really grateful I did. My intention in taking the course was to be more in touch with what my being wants to express through me in the world… and overall be more connected to myself.

Throughout the course all kinds of things were coming up in me and in my life that I was forced to deal with and confront. Fears, shame, sadness, suppressed anger, situations where I needed to set a boundary… it wasn’t comfortable, but it is what I really needed to be more connected to myself, to be more whole.

Obviously, I’m not done, and it’s an ongoing process, but the tools and skills that I’ve learned from this course have allowed me (and still do) to confront these things in myself with more understanding, depth, awareness, and compassion than ever before.

And I am truly grateful for that. Laura and Bernhard embody a wide (and wise :-)) range of knowledge and understanding from different fields… you can feel it’s something they live.

It’s not some black-and-white thing where you only get one tool, one pointer, one view on how to approach your life. It’s very holistic and thought-out in terms of structure and what is shared (and there’s a lot of it – you get more than what you pay for, and it’s worth every penny).

Not only do you get an in-depth understanding of what it takes to be a more whole human being on all levels, but also insights on how to spot and avoid common traps on the path towards awakening, as there are many.

In short… this course has felt like “coming home” to myself for me; it’s awakened a stronger desire in me to be more of an expression of the Divine in my life, as challenging as it sometimes is. It may sound cliché, but that’s the felt experience I got after going through the course from Laura and Bernhard. Thank you for your presence and guidance.”

– David F.


The Time of Transition course was transformational. I was feeling stuck in my spiritual progression, and this was the kickstart I needed to help me reflect on my life situation and find the reasons behind the why and where I was on my life path.

Laura’s explanation of evolutionary astrology and Bernhard’s occult knowledge were huge amplifiers in my journey toward understanding our current societal situation and how to remain grounded through these unprecedented times. A fantastic program to reignite your passion and reclaim your divinity.”

– Jada P.


I highly recommend the course for a serious seeker of growth and development. I was drawn to the course to learn more about various topics that I had only skimmed the surface on in my journey.

I gained so much more insight into my own process and practices and learned some invaluable information.

I learned that I had been pushing down many feelings that I “thought” I had been addressing through my spiritual work, but in reality, I had only been bypassing them.

I wasn’t truly feeling a lot of difficult feelings, and in doing so, I unlocked even more consciousness. I had a big awakening moment related to my trauma. I realized that for me, my trauma is important and cannot be compared to others. Naming my trauma and speaking about it has been freeing.

Laura and Bernhard are the real deal. They have done the work themselves and deeply care about their students and the coursework they have created. I’m grateful that mentors like them exist at this critical time in our world. Thank you!”

– Carolyn H.


“I have been following Laura and Bernhard’s work for a few years before taking the course. I knew about it but waited until I felt ready to do it. I wanted to connect to my Self again. I absolutely did that.

I learned strategies to connect, I uncovered unconscious patterns that were keeping me stuck in unhelpful programming. I did Qi Gong for the first time and was amazed at how much something so simple could help me.

I unpacked some of my (not quite ideal) life choices, learned how to zoom out and discover why I made those choices and began to heal the wounds that influenced them. Also, forgiveness to myself for making those choices and learning that life is happening for me, not to me.

Our group container felt safe, it was easy to open up and share, the calls were great! I learned so much from sharing and listening to others’ shares. I am so much more grounded.

I’m looking forward to continuing on this path of learning and growing. There is so much content in the course, along with book suggestions, to keep me going for a long time! I am so happy I took the plunge and did it.

– Sarah N.


“I was drawn to this course as I have been following Bernhard and Laura for a while, and I respected their work as they always come back to the sincerity and self-responsibility, which was inspiring to me.

I was blown away by the quality, depth, and comprehensiveness of each module and exercise Bernhard and Laura have created.

Lots of healing happened for me in this course, including revisiting some old wounds in new ways and bringing the fragmented parts of me back to myself.

I feel more recalibrated and connected with my essence with a strength I did not have before and inspired to live my life in alignment with Divine Will in this world. Deep gratitude to both of you!”

– Yoko O.


“After seeing the film ‘Love, Reality & The Time of Transition’, I was so impressed by the vault of knowledge that I wanted to know more about the creator.

Finding out that Bernhard was actually providing a course together with Laura felt like a blessing and a great opportunity to get a more in-depth experience of the content I saw in the film. The description of the course resonated with me and I knew that this could be something of tremendous value to make a quantum leap in personal development on so many levels.

Everything that I hoped this course would provide was in there, and much more!

By practicing the exercises and soaking up the deep and dense knowledge provided, many years of self-work came to fruition during the course. It has made the difference between moving forward in small steps or going full power ahead to where I want to be in life.

It has given me the tools and the knowledge to deal with lower vibrational emotions and to transform them into positive ones.

Thanks to Laura and Bernhard, you are Spiritual Warriors Pur Sang! By continuing to repeat some of the content, I can truly say that I’m on the right path. I will fully embody my soul purpose on this planet with loads of love and pleasure!”

– Michel van E.


Laura and Bernhard are game-changers to the matrix.

They literally have a road map on how to get out of the madness if you are willing to face your shadow and do the work.
They walk their talk. If you are ready to join the army of truth seekers wanting an authentic life and self, you must go through the program!!!”

– Kerri W.


“I was going through a very difficult time in my life from both a psychological and spiritual perspective. I came across the Cosmic Matrix podcast, which I found extremely helpful. I felt both Laura and Bernhard were actually living what they spoke about and had a lot to offer.

My intention for taking the course was to better understand why I was experiencing such dark and difficult times and to heal the frozen state I had been in for years by connecting to my body and emotions without being scared to do so. I wanted to come out of the 14 weeks with the ability to speak up for myself as well as speak about things I had been scared to share in the past.

What I didn’t expect was how much I would be able to move through intense things so easily now. Not only do I allow myself to feel emotions, let them move and I have come to a place where I feel able and safe to articulate what I’m experiencing in those moments.

Before the Embodied Soul Awaking (ESA) course, I was terrified to share what I was going through with my partner; now, I can do that with clarity and so much more ease.

Laura and Bernard have done an immense amount of real work and research and provide a very methodical framework to ESA. What they deliver is more than worth the time and money to join.

This is a great example of an ethical online course, group, and teachers.

I didn’t expect to be provided with so many tangible things. These two actually care about helping people. I am no longer scared to share my thoughts both in public and private. I am spending time in nature now after being scared to in the past (frozen from trauma).

I have faced the thing I was most scared to do and spoke up for myself. I think the best part is I can now feel safe feeling my emotions and my body and have love and respect for myself as I process them rather than avoid them.
It’s changed my life.

– Paula H.


“I was drawn to the course for several reasons: I’m in a huge time of transition in my life – having tragically lost my wife to a brain tumor over a year ago. I’m on a journey to face whatever it takes to make this next chapter of my life the most amazing it can be, both for me and for others and also for my special new life partner.

I have been for many years focused on the amazing changes coming in our world and I wish to be of service in this realm – and also to learn how better to be of service.

Three other factors drew me to the course: One is a significant focus on somatic and other shadow and spiritual issues (of which I am challenged but willing to face), the aspect of connecting with others who share this journey, and general way of being, and also that it reflects the message I’ve gotten for years from Bernhard and Laura in their various interviews.

The course was way better than I thought it would be – and I had high expectations!

I also really appreciate Laura’s astrology insights – quite powerful. I would say to others: if you’re willing to embrace the “nature of what is” with an open and deep connecting mind and soul and spirit – sign up!”

– Bob W.


“Laura and Bernhard have weaved various threads that guide you on the path to remembering. They each bring their personal style and deliver an amazingly cohesive but wide-ranging approach.

Every time I come back to working with them, I find myself being able to go deeper in the process and coming out the other side transformed in unexpected ways.

I find myself showing up for my family, my friends, and my clients in more grounded ways and have gained the ability to genuinely listen and hold space for others while tracking my own internal reactions so I can come back to work on myself if or as needed but give others the space to be heard in a way that I find we are all yearning for.

I am forever grateful that I have come across Bernhard and Laura in this lifetime.”

– Angela D.


I am unaware of any course or a program like this one that addresses self-work from a holistic — psychological, emotional, physical, and spiritual — perspective.

This is the recipe for real healing and transformation. Laura and Bernhard have created a curriculum that is as precise and direct as it is comprehensive and deep.

As facilitators, their personal experience over decades is invaluable, and they continue to walk their talk every day. They lead by example both as guides and as a conscious couple doing the Great Work together.

I cannot recommend their course highly enough. I am ‘graduating’ with an expanded and more embodied sense of self as well as tools and allies for the journey ahead.”

– Robert M.


My husband Jason and I are deeply grateful to have gone through this program with Bernhard and Laura and the spiritual warriors that their work draws to participate. Having listened to their podcast and followed their work for some time, this program is truly the first one we both felt so strongly as YES!

We have both been doing deep spiritual work, individually and together, for a long time and have participated in many groups and have NEVER had we experienced the depth, transparency, practical and grounded life change that this program has invited us to!

Laura and Bernhard are both lovingly and powerfully leading a movement of what the new Spiritual Warrior looks like, stepping fearlessly into spaces where most spiritual seekers shy away from due to the hard work it is to face oneself in the deeper shadows.

The challenge to face it all has been unraveling in all the right ways and I am forever changed as I move forward in this lifelong work towards wholeness, spiritual maturity, freedom, and service to help others do the same.

Thank you both Bernhard and Laura from the depths of my heart. We love you beyond words and are divinely blessed to walk this journey together!

To anyone who is considering taking this deep dive….your YES will deepen your relationship with God in ways you cannot yet imagine!

– Heather P.


“I began following the work of Laura and Bernhard a couple of years ago. In so doing, it was apparent to me that their approach and perspective on the evolution of one’s being resonated deeply with me.

In all of my searching and seeking for greater inner peace over this lifetime, it has been rare that any teachings or teachers have so fully aligned with how I felt about adopting, implementing, or embracing modalities, tools, and doctrines.

While I have made many poor personal decisions in this life (all, of course, I have long realized have served a great purpose in my ongoing evolution of self and being), I have somehow had the power of discernment and intuition to steer clear of pledging myself to any indoctrination to the multitude of ideological, dogmatic or misleading institutions of self-awareness and spiritual enlightenment.

In short, I have never found anything that has fully resonated. That said, I have recognized aspects of many wisdom teachings and practices that I feel have served me along my path without being fully invested and devoted to any of these. Whether this is a good or bad thing, resistance on my part to commit may be debatable in the minds of some.

However, I feel it has served me thus far and led me to recognize the open perspectives (non-dogmatic, non-restrictive) that Laura and Bernhard share.

The extensive compilation of their research and studies is vastly rich and more than generous. Beyond that, Laura and Bernhard clearly practice and immerse themselves in their areas of expertise.

It is apparent that the information they share has been digested, probed, interpreted, and analyzed by them so as to not only share this information but offer a guide to understand more deeply what is being shared while also respecting the level of discernment of each participant in the program to arrive at their understanding in relation to their personal journey.

They provide a very nurturing yet not over-reaching experience, thereby respecting the autonomy of the individual participants.

My intention for taking the course was ultimately exceeded as it led me to receive what I deeply required to continue my inner work. The result of taking this course was beyond what my mind thought it wanted (LOL. Isn’t that always the way when God is guiding you? It seems so for me, at least & for that, I am humbly grateful).

I know and feel that I have come to embody my Divine self as a result. And to be honest, I had no expectation that this would actually occur, but it did. That does not mean my work is complete. It likely never will be. But I have such a profoundly anchored sense of self now and know this foundation will serve my higher self as I continue this life’s work.

I have so much Gratitude for Laura, Bernhard, Michaela (their amazingly supportive assistant), the other guest teachers, and not least of all, the beautiful spirit warriors who participated in this session of Embodied Soul Awakening…and, of course, ultimate Grace and Gratitude to God Source and the Divine Creator to whom I forged a deeply profound Union with during this positive life-changing experience.

I look forward to continuing the journey. Thank you from my full heart.”

– Eros E.


I felt an actual calling to work with Laura and Bernhard, a persistent intuition to which I just had to surrender to the innate Intelligence enlivening me to do so. I wanted to focus my attention on holding the collective experience with other souls in service of Others.

I came away with a renewed Hope in where humankind is headed, optimistic of the inherent healing afforded when hearts with supportive intentions choose to be present for one another, share, and witness each other.

Laura and Bernhard are adept in many modalities, and their generosity in sharing their journeys and insight empowered me with new facets of embodied understanding via psychosomatic and meditative practices very much uniquely their own.

Their sincerity and compassion feel authentic and palpable. To those interested or curious to connect with Laura and Bernhard, you can’t but come away enriched.”

– Lindsey M.


“I was drawn to this course because I was feeling lost and alone during these challenging times. I wanted to make a deeper commitment to my spiritual growth and daily practices. I also was looking to connect with like-minded individuals committed to the spiritual path.

Laura and Bernhard’s Embodied Soul Awakening Program helped me get back on track. They provided a variety of knowledge, tools, and practices to work through my triggers, understand my relationship struggles, and connect with my true Self.

Since completing the course, I’m back to having a daily spiritual practice, and I have a renewed sense of commitment to understanding my life purpose.

Laura and Bernhard created a safe and authentic space for spiritual growth, and I highly recommend this course if you are ready to take a hard look at all aspects of your life and do the work.

– Laura E.


“This course represents a genuine and positive opportunity for this awakening soul. Working with Bernhard, Laura, and my classmates has helped me continue to dive deeper into my way and gain greater clarity. Having a good perception of others pursuing making this world a better place right now and wanting to improve my efforts in joining them is what drew me to the course.

I expected to learn more about myself during the course. I did not expect to encounter as many like-minded souls, nor did I expect as many shifts in my perspective to occur.

I am definitely more embodied after this course than before, and I realize the importance of continuing that work each moment.

Being mindful that it starts with my sincere commitment to self-work and my engagement, I find this course to be one of the best investments (money, time, and energy) I have made in this life.

As a result, Bernhard and Laura, the course, and my classmates will always have my profound gratitude. Thank you.”

– Jonathan W.


After completing the Embodied Soul Awakening course, I can say wholeheartedly that it was a solid positive experience for me.

Laura & Bernhard are very insightful teachers, transparent, compassionate, honest, my kind of warriors, especially needed in these times. From the first module on, I felt way more grounded in my body, which is one of the pieces I was looking to gain through the course.

Probably the yoga and qi gong, and of course, their clean and grounded energies coming through all the videos and live calls. It was also incredibly thrilling to sit in class with teachers and students who are so like-minded in regard to what is truly going on in the world, as those of us who “get it” are few and far between – growing, thank goodness, and probably because of leaders like Laura & Bernhard.

I’m so thankful that my guides nudged me to take this course. I’d do it again without hesitation.

– Linda C.


“I felt drawn to Laura and Bernhard’s work because I was looking to take my self-work to a deeper level and find the tools I needed to move through this time of transition with my eyes and heart open.

They both bring their unique wisdom and experience together to deliver a holistic and authentic offering on seeing beyond the tangible world and not being afraid its truth.

Through this course, I have deepened my appreciation for and connection with the Divine as well as with myself. It exceeded my expectations in learning ways to embody the anti-fragile, empowered, spiritual warrior, and so now I feel more prepared to navigate these times with genuine courage and trust.

I am so grateful for this much-needed work, especially right now, and I encourage anyone who is sincere about their path to awakening to Self and universal knowledge to do this course! This is the real work.

– Brianna O.


Laura and Bernhard are excellent guides. They provided education and experiences that helped me figure out what I needed. As I learned more about myself, they gave feedback and pushback in terms of what to try, how to frame and to continue to question what I think I know.

They have a very clear view of the world that helps them help people without pushing their beliefs on others. They are open about their own journey insofar as it helps others.

The tools and information they provide are excellent entrances into the world of the esoteric for understanding the world and those around you and for understanding yourself.”

– Anna D.


“I wanted to take this course to understand myself and others, get a better idea of how to connect to my true self, and find my spirituality, and I wanted to learn how to meditate.

I didn’t know where to start on my own, and this course laid it all out wonderfully. the accountability really helped to get me started. I was very intimidated and way out of my comfort zone. I have a hard time articulating myself, especially when having to share with a group. Major public speaking fears!

Laura and Bernhard (and all my coursemates) gave me a safe space to be vulnerable and practice sharing with a group. I feel I do understand myself and my traumas much better, which will help me in my healing journey.

I love and learned so much with this experience and met strong, compassionate, and beautiful people along the way.

– Elaine


This course was beyond what I expected. Bernhard’s and Laura’s experiences and backgrounds were beautifully organized into a format that helped me to understand the suffering that I have been carrying and showed me a way to help myself.

Their support in showing you the way back to your true self is something I will be forever grateful for. Thank you, Bernhard and Laura!”

– Jennifer V.


“My own spiritual seeking for understanding during a difficult time in the collective brought me to Laura and Bernhard’s work. My soul was drawn to the material they were discussing as they were speaking to things that many were not – the shadow work of the individual/collective, our own responsibilities in the creation of our reality, Wetiko and mass/mind psychosis, evil and more.

I was seeking to understand what was happening in the world and particularly searching for a way of grounding myself and finding true embodiment.

The course is certainly very intellectually stimulating, which is right up my alley, but the profound shift I’ve seen in my life has come from the embodiment of my soul/spirit through a commitment to the mind-body practices, and a deepening of the work around trauma and healing.

Laura and Bernhard have so beautifully articulated the holistic approach that needs to be taken to truly anchor our soul in our human body as we seek to individuate over the course of our life’s journey.

I have learned so much over 12 weeks, not just from them, but from my peers as well, and I feel as if the course itself was a gift from the Divine to really lay the foundations of my individuation for years/decades/lifetimes to come. I am so grateful!”

– Julia S.


“Never once did Laura and Bernhard bullshit us about the work at hand. If you’re looking for a silver bullet to make your experiences more comfortable, you won’t find it. If you’re ready to sacrifice your image of what a spiritual journey looks like and truly step into the mystery of the divine, then this course is a wonderful guide.

– Soto C.


“Laura’s and Bernhard’s level of embodiment creates a genuine container to access authenticity. Working with them has allowed me to dive deeper into my own personal processes and gain clarity.

With their support, I have been able to shift and change beliefs and integrate new understandings into my life. This clarity and understanding has led to positive action in my experiences. I am truly thankful for their knowledge, insights, and guidance.”

– Katrina B.


“This course interested me because I know that there is a depth to spiritual teachings that are not found in other courses like they are here. I personally wanted to overcome the fear of the shadow side of myself and of life in general.

I am still working on this course and every time I work with it I understand more deeply that we are so conditioned by our conditioning that it takes great courage to see what one is holding on to and what patterns they are following without conscious knowing.

I came to see that I am not alone in my woundedness and that I am a warrior at heart.

I love the way that Bernhard and Laura do not play a savior role, as I have had enough of following those that do. They offer the tools and practices and then it is totally up to oneself whether or not they apply them and learn to embody them in their own life. That is real empowerment to me.

What I am getting out of this course is that it is up to me what I do with what this course has to offer. Also, to be willing to see differently. I highly suggest this course to whoever is willing to take the time to dig deep and to find that there really is gold buried within.”

– Mary S.


“This course really came to me at the right time. I was looking for a course that also includes spiritual work and world events, not only emotional or psychological work.

The holistic approach of Bernhard and Laura is really amazing; this course is so complete.

Personally, I was looking mostly to ways to connect with the divine, and this is also one of the main subjects of this course. I have been always very head-oriented and focused on the outside, and I’m so grateful that this course helped me to get a deeper connection with myself.

When I’m now oriented to the outside, part of my focus is in my body, which is a completely new experience for me. It feels like a profound base to explore my connection with the divine further.”

– Sue L.


“I had been following Laura and Bernhard for a while and was intrigued by the work they were doing, so I decided to enroll in their Embodied Soul Awakening course, and that was one of the best decisions I have made!

The course is so powerful, and I have experienced some deep changes within myself, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. I have a better understanding of myself, others, and what is happening in the world currently.

I highly recommend this course to anyone wanting to awaken their soul and truly heal. “The only way out is in, and through” Thank you, Laura and Bernhard. I am blessed and forever grateful for you both.”

– Cindy G.