Browse the Cosmic Matrix Podcast

The Cosmic Matrix Podcast explores psycho-spiritual self-work, spiritual warfare, esoteric astrology, relationships, occult forces, and the deeper psycho-spiritual dynamics behind world events.

Many of the themes we explore are timeless and remain deeply relevant regardless of current events or cultural trends. 

Across the podcast, we also share many practical tools, insights, and suggestions related to psycho-spiritual work, esoteric inner work, spiritual discernment, and occult knowledge.

Browse the podcast chronologically through Part 1 and Part 2, or explore episodes by topic below.

In the second hour, we talk about the interrelationship between Sexual Energy and Creative Energy, the importance to find your "mission" and purpose, the epidemic of imitation and plagiarism, the connection between creativity and abundance, and much more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, they go over the Chiron placements for all 12 signs, the concept, and origin of Service to Others (STO) and Service to Self (STS), the distorted spiritual idea that "being of service" needs to be free, and more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, we dive deeper into the trap of trying to escape the world and "reality", the challenge of withdrawing projections, the trap of creating a spiritual identity, and much more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, we go deeper into the struggle between ego and soul, soul fragmentation and soul retrieval, matrix temptations and distractions, Organic Portals and young souls, what it means to cross the threshold from an esoteric perspective, and more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, we talk about how people tend to give away their power by wanting others to make decisions for them, how we receive divine guidance when "answering the call", the nature of synchronicities, and more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, Bernhard shares his personal story of individuation in more depth with all the trauma, pain, and struggle it entailed. Furthermore, Laura and Bernhard talk about how reaching the point of maximum alienation and disillusionment leads to individuation, and more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, Bernhard and Laura go deeper into the process of awakening and what it entails based on the various stages, correlating it to current events and the times we’re in. They discuss how the Covid Cult and “Woke” culture are part of the consensus state, and much more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, we speak about how we can help others and find those who we may offer our unique medicine, the importance of individualization when finding the right path to serve the world and why it's important that we don’t skip this critical step, and more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, Laura and Bernhard go deeper into how to engage in self-work, uncovering trauma, how it relates to the Matrix trauma installment program, the anti-divine forces from an occult perspective, the theory of holes [disconnection from essence], and how it relates to our early childhood, and more...[only for members.]
In the second hour, John and Bernhard dive deeper into Q, military intelligence, and the Q movement. John shares his insights and research over the past years, the impact of child abuse and how it often affects all of us, and thus the importance to connect to our true Self...and much more [only for members.]
In the second hour, we discuss how our timeline can be interfered with and how we can get derailed and “forget” our soul purpose, how this relates to trauma, hyper-dimensional/occult interferences, the "suicide/self-destruct"-program, and more...[only for members]
In the second hour, Bernhard and Laura talk about the process of seeking truth, cognitive dissonance, the trap of “staying on the fence/neutral” and not taking a stand, recent and upcoming events, and much more...[only for members].