The Wounded Healer’s Journey of Opening the Heart | The Cosmic Matrix Podcast #9 (Part 1)

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In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the journey of the “wounded healer” and their personal experiences of suffering and healing themselves which led them to the work they’re doing. They discuss the role of trauma and how it can create more sensitive people, or oppositionally, sociopaths and psychopaths, the matrix trauma installment program, ask the question ‘do you need to be fully healed to help others?, discuss pathological “gurus” who call themselves “healers” and take advantage of people, what is compassion, the new age deception around the heart, and much more.

Show Notes Part 1:

  • What is the wounded healer?
  • Chiron symbolism in astrology
  • Personal experiences and what brought us to the healing arts
  • We typically don’t live in an emotionally supportive world so our hearts tend to close down
  • The process of opening the heart is a painful one
  • Conscious/noble suffering vs. mechanical/ignoble suffering
  • The true meaning of Service to Others
  • Traumatized people can develop sociopathic tendencies
  • Genetic Psychopaths not based on trauma/wounding (incarnated asuric beings/demonic possession)
  • Matrix Trauma Installment Program targeting people with specific gifts and mission profile
  • Matrix program of demonizing traumatized people
  • We live in a world where pathology has become normalized
  • Distortion of spiritual teachings/Buddhism
  • Do you need to be fully healed to help others?
  • What is a healer?
  • Healing gifts and spiritual/psychic powers don’t necessarily reflect a higher level of being
  • The trap of wanting to be of service to distract from your own process

In Part 2 (only for members) we’ll be going deeper into:

  • What is true compassion?
  • Personal experiences and lessons in compassion
  • We are not our experiences, traumas, stories
  • Joy is the true state of the soul, independent of external circumstances
  • Compassionate Inquiry and holding a safe space
  • Do you need to be fully healed to help others?
  • The importance of Intention
  • Powerful “Healers” who take advantage of people
  • Occult forces working though healers – Example: John of God
  • Pathological gurus/healers
  • The spiritual path must include a psychological awareness
  • The importance of facing your fears and developing fearlessness
  • The Illusion/trap of hope and fear – a mind program or injected by occult forces
  • Warrior attitude
  • Bernhard’s experiences with “loving kindness” meditation
  • The knots around the heart
  • Is there such a thing as being “too sensitive” / empaths
  • The new age deception of the heart
  • Everyone has a unique gift to be of service

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  • Naava
    May 30, 2019, 4:08 am  Reply

    Can Laura give links to sources/ books about what she talked about, the “true bhuddism”?
    And the book about Sri Aurobindo that Bernhard talked about…
    Thank you!

  • David Elvion
    June 13, 2019, 7:04 am  Reply

    I have a question for Laura: what zodiac do you use in your work, sidereal or tropical? And have you ever looked into why oftentimes both seem to have merit in a birth chart for different times or areas in a persons life? I am trying to find out the reason for that and integrate both my birth charts into my life or rather make sense of both charts. Your insight is greatly appreciated!

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