A Journey Of 22 Years – Reflections On 9/11 And The Current Times
By Bernhard Guenther, September 11, 2023
Twenty-two years ago – when it became very quickly clear to me that the official 9/11 story doesn’t make sense whatsoever unless you see the official story as a fairy tale when the laws of physics were suspended, and common sense lost its meaning – I tried to “wake up” others to see through this mother of all false flag attacks. It was when I started writing my blog and even gave out printed leaflets with my writings from door to door, at stores, and even at shows with my band – the good old days before social media.
Back then, I was naive, for I thought a massive event like that would surely wake people to the truth, but I was mistaken. I learned a valuable lesson that was reinforced each anniversary over the past 22 years because the official 9/11 lie is still firmly in place in the consensus mainstream crowd, if you haven’t noticed. And the same applies to everything that happened over the past three years with this so-called “pandemic.”
Don’t kid yourself that there will be a “collective mass awakening” anytime soon. Yes, for some people, it has initiated a deeper awakening, but many others have sunken more into delusion, and billions of people have taken the jab, which is also detrimental to their soul development (and future incarnations). The jab also gets them primed for the transhumanism take-over of body, soul, and mind, hence the “splitting of humanity,” as many esoteric traditions have foreseen.
You can not and will never ever wake up people en mass via information alone, nor can you force information on people they are not ready for and didn’t ask for in the first place. It’s a violation of free will to give without being asked.
Sure, you can sow some seeds of awareness, and some may blossom, but nothing will ever fundamentally change by information alone, nor will you or I ever understand what “the matrix” is on an intellectual, informational mind level alone.
I’m referring to true awakening, i.e., self-realization and union with the Divine, not some intellectual awareness of the “matrix” and the lies and corruption in the world, which many people mistake for an “awakening” and keeps people only entrapped in the cave, distracted by the shadows on the wall as depicted in Plato’s allegory of the cave. In my current state of Being, I would never claim to be awake in the true meaning of the word.
Hence, it’s also necessary to engage in the necessary inner psychological work, especially shadow and trauma work, so we don’t fall into the trap of spiritual bypassing and over-estimate our level of Being and “awakened state” or mistake all kinds of aspects of our conditioned and ego personality for the soul.
Over the past two decades, I’ve seen many “truth seekers” retake the blue pill (like Cypher in the film) as they age because this path is not for everyone. Dealing with the isolation and attacks of the sleeping masses is far from easy, and the matrix temptations are too alluring – better to go back to sleep and be happy in the dream state.
But I’ve seen people also getting lost In the conspiracy wormhole, becoming extremely paranoid and psychologically unstable, seeing traps and controlled opposition everywhere. There is lots of nonsense out there in the fringe conspiracy world with deliberate entrapments. They have become trapped in their minds, caught in the “2nd matrix” within the labyrinth of their confused minds, as Neil Kramer coined it.
I’ve seen people take the New Age pill as a trauma coping mechanism, identifying as “star seeds” or “light workers” or as any kind of alien race just not “human,” which the wounded ego always likes to feed off in order to feel “special.”
They still wait for the Galactic Federation of Light and aliens to save them and arrest the bad guys, or they still wait for NESARA/GESARA to give them free money and abundance. [That idea, by the way, originated from highly corrupted “channeled material” in the early 90s].
And now we have a new trend of New Agers becoming “reborn” Christians and the rise of a very medieval dogmatic fundamentalist Christian movement that couldn’t be further from the real Christian esoteric teachings [before the church hijacked and distorted it and before even the bible was written [and edited over and over again.] It’s also a trauma response – the need to identify with a religion, teaching, or anything in order to avoid the pain within. It’s unconscious.
There is also a new wave of young New Agers spouting “high vibration cosmic updates” nonsense on TikTok and IG; some of them weren’t even born when 9/11 happened or were just babies. I’ve heard and seen every little thing they talk about before in the 90s. It’s like a strange time-loop déjà vu. In time, they will learn their lessons too.
I also had a little New Age detour in my 20s, so I see it with compassion, but God snapped me out of it quickly via tough grace. But I certainly didn’t take the religious “only Jesus saves” matrix savior trap based on corrupted religious teachings [some people never question the Bible either but take the written stories and phrases literally [as opposed to understanding the underlying esoteric metaphors] and as the “word of God” that can’t be questioned.] Organized religion has always been a mechanism for social control.
Most people still externalize, seeing only evil externally in the world or waiting for someone to save the day, be it Jesus, Trump, Musk, Aliens, or whoever fits their projections and identifications. And that’s ironically how the matrix keeps itself in place, and that’s why not much has changed since that fateful day 22 years ago. I mean change in levels of being and consciousness.
Only now, people’s attention span is even shorter due to social media, and the average IQ has officially dropped over the years, too. It’s always easier to control people who are dumbed down with distractions and information overload that enhance their ADHD.
Not many people turn their vision within, confronting their own darkness, and in the process, connecting to their inner light and then acting, doing, and creating from that space in alignment with essence and the Divine. I’m not saying it’s easy, far from it. I’m not always connected and have my days.
In fact, it’s brutal at times. Sometimes, there is dark despair and strong resistance when I’m being pulled into the depths of my being to bring down the light.
Now I really understand why Sri Aurobindo said, “None can reach heaven who has not passed through hell” – the law of ascent and descent – a divine law mirrored in many other esoteric traditions. He’s referring to the internal process of transformation – the shamanic descent into the underworld to be reborn in the true Self as a conscious transducer for Divine Will.
The internal battle is far more challenging than any external battle I’ve ever fought, and it’s very humbling. Even all the trolls, haters, and personal attacks over the past 20 years don’t come close to the internal struggle.
But this is the way to transform the world, for nothing out there will ever change if your level of being [soul embodiment] doesn’t change. This work is a battle, for there are ancient occult forces in unseen realms that won’t give up their grip and control so easily. They tag right into every single human being, for the war is THROUGH us, always has been, and the matrix is a mind program.
Free will is, for most people, an illusion, for there can’t be free will if you don’t know yourself [beyond your ego personality] and are not aware of your unconscious programmed and mechanical ways of behavior.
As long as you are only externally focused, the matrix forces have you where they want you to be, acting as their conduit, distracted by the shadows on the wall, feeding the polarization of shadow projections between “two sides” as they feed off the generated loosh or people’s complacency of avoiding truth and the darkness within and without.
Yet, the opportunity for a true awakening is always there, and especially now during this Time of Transition, Right here. Right now. We always have a choice, but no one can do it for you, nor can you do it for another.