In the second part of episode 13, we look deeper into how the matrix benefits form traumatized individuals, the Victim-Victimizer programming, developmental trauma, soul purpose and divine assistance/grace, the spiritual warrior attitude, and much more…[only for members].
In this special episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura Matsue and Kelsea Shanai’a Rai talk about the Heroine’s journey of turning the toxic feminine into divine embodiment and introduce a new course they are offering to women that takes them through this journey.
In the second part of episode 12, Laura & Kelsea discuss the Trauma Installment Program and Split Personalities, their personal experiences related to sexual ritualistic abuse, MK-Ultra and the music industry, womb wisdom, and much more…[only for members].
In the 11th episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Bernhard talks to Tom Montalk about his research and experiences, diving deep into various occult, fringe, metaphysical, and esoteric topics. Tom shares his insights into the mechanics of the hyperdimensional matrix working through us, how to protect oneself from occult interferences, and much more.
In the second part of episode 11, Tom Montalk dives deeper into UFOlogy, discerning alien disinformation, the push for disclosure, the key differences between positive and negative higher density beings, emotional management and how to deal with triggers and negative emotions/thoughtforms in light of soul evolution and entity interferences, and much more.
In this podcast Bernhard and Laura propose the question “Do you really want to awaken or just be comfortable in your dream state?” and how “enlightenment is a destructive process” as it may introduce us to difficult truths; and how certain components of character are necessary to have in order to go through this process.
In the second part of episode 10, we go deeper into the rabbit hole of the matrix in light of the awakening process. We look at various “taboo” topics. discuss the matrix trauma installment program, share our personal experiences, take a critical look at the “truth movement” and much more…[only for members].
In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the journey of the “wounded healer” and their personal experiences of suffering and healing themselves which led them to the work they’re doing. They discuss the role of trauma and how it can create more sensitive people, or oppositionally, sociopaths and psychopaths, the matrix trauma installment program, and more.
In the second part of episode 9, we talk we about what compassion entails, sharing our personal experiences. We look into the topic of essence vs. personality, occult forces working through healers, pathological gurus, the importance of facing your fears and developing fearlessness, the warrior attitude, and much more…[only for members].
In this episode, Bernhard and Laura talk about the popular topic of shadow work, triggers, and projections, outlining the basic tools that one needs to understand and engage in shadow work as well as sharing their reflections on how they handle being triggered and deal with projections coming from other people.
In the second part of episode 8, we go deeper into occult entities feeding off shadow projections and triggered responses, how to process triggers in relationships, the concept of Integration vs. Rejection, the limitations of shadow work and psychological work alone, and much more…[only for members].
What is the New Age movement and how have spiritual/esoteric teachings become corrupted through its popularity? In this episode, we look into some of the popular New Age beliefs and how they tie into the topic of spiritual bypassing.
In the second part of episode 7, we go deeper into the limitations of astrology, the esoteric significance of the moon and the hyperdimensional matrix, the “positive” alien deception, the distorted New Age concept of Twin Flames, Neo-Tantra and much more…[only for members].
Many inter-related factors come into play based on everyone’s individual soul evolutionary journey; too much and too complex for the mind to understand. The mind and ego always look for reasons and justifications, dividing experiences into “good” and “bad.”
The vast majority of people in the modern world are disconnected from their bodies and live in a very hard-centric existence. Official culture and the matrix keeps these people disembodied by design so that they are disconnected from their inner guidance and true creative power. Laura and Bernhard discuss this process of embodiment; which is reuniting body, mind, and spirit and how this brings us to heal the trauma stored in our bodies as we reconnect to it.
In the second hour of episode 6, we go deeper into the topic of emotional intelligence, the difference between reacting and responding, grounding exercises, how to deal with triggered emotions, the trap of false/pseudo non-reactive consciousness; and we discuss Transhumanism, A.I., and 5G: The end game of the hyperdimensional matrix forces to take over human bodies.
In the 2nd hour of episode 5, we go deeper into the alien agenda and the hyperdimensional matrix in light of psychedelic experiences. We discuss the New Age alien savior program, Social Engineering, MKUltra and Mind Control projects in relation to CIA COINTELPRO, the creation of the hippie counter culture, burning man and much more…[only for members].
In the 4th episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura and Bernhard discuss spiritual integrity and what it means to engage in inner and outer work. Many well-meaning “truth seekers” are overly focused on the external world while lacking a balance of sincere inner work and embodiment. On the other side of the coin, there is the New Age trap of too much “self-work” resulting in narcissistic tendencies, whereas people are overly focused on their internal experience without understanding the world around them, which often results in solipsism.
In the second hour of episode 4, we go deeper into the hyperdimensional aspect of the matrix and the Agent Smith syndrome. We look at “mainstream” spiritual teachers who have no awareness/understanding of even the basics of the 3D Matrix and hence feed into the socialist New World Order agenda via becoming unconscious “matrix agents”. Furthermore, we explore what it means to be “spiritual”, the topic of “resonating” with something (or not), and much more…[only for members].
In the 2nd part of episode 3, we look at the genetic modification of humanity in light of the hyper-dimensional matrix, the various traps of mistaking symptoms for causes when “fighting” the 3D matrix; we give practical tips on how to protect oneself from occult/psychic attacks, and much more…[only for members].
Distortion of sexual energy is one of the prime control mechanisms of the Matrix and its hyperdimensional architects. It should be no surprise then, that tantric sexual teachings have also been corrupted to vector the seeker astray and away from the true power of our sexuality when expressed in union with the Divine.
Everyone is suffering to varying degrees. Do we have to suffer and what is the way out? In this episode, we explore the role of suffering in light of the process of awakening, its teaching function, and how to catalyze suffering into deeper healing.
In part 2 of episode 2, we go deeper into occult forces interferences on the Path towards Awakening, sharing our personal experiences, the importance of being grounded and embodied, New Age fallacies, and much more…[only for members].
Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue talk about discernment in relationships, different types of relationship, what it actually means to be in a “conscious” relationship and how to prepare for one among relating topics (Part 1).
In part 2 of episode 1 we go deeper into occult forces and hyper-dimensional interferences in relationships, wound bonding, distortion of the New Age Twin Flame concept, the alchemical marriage of the inner male and female, and much more…[only for members].
In light of a recent upsurge in revelations regarding predatory and abusive behavior exhibited by “spiritual” gurus/teachers around the world, I’ve witnessed two different reactions (generally speaking) to these ‘unmasking’ events.
Have you ever wondered why there are always wars, atrocities and various control mechanisms thought out human history but nothing really changes? It just re-arranges with different faces and disguises. Like in a prison cell, the tapestry changes but the (invisible) prison is still there.