Browse the Cosmic Matrix Podcast

The Cosmic Matrix Podcast explores psycho-spiritual self-work, spiritual warfare, esoteric astrology, relationships, occult forces, and the deeper psycho-spiritual dynamics behind world events.

Many of the themes we explore are timeless and remain deeply relevant regardless of current events or cultural trends. 

Across the podcast, we also share many practical tools, insights, and suggestions related to psycho-spiritual work, esoteric inner work, spiritual discernment, and occult knowledge.

Browse the podcast chronologically through Part 1 and Part 2, or explore episodes by topic below.

In this episode, Laura and Bernhard explore the process of awakening and discuss the question “does everyone have the potential to wake up?”. They talk about what awakening implies, the different stages of it, the necessity of de-conditioning from official culture and the status quo, and more.
Bernhard and Laura discuss their thoughts on how we can rise to be of service to help the world during these times and what that entails. They talk about finding our unique gifts and building our skill sets via working on ourselves, the process of individualization, and more.
In this podcast, Laura and Bernhard explore the idea of “inner work” from their perspective. They talk about the foundation of self-observation, self-remembering, the difference between personality and essence, and give practical tools and advice and how to use these times to look within.
John Paul Rice joins Bernhard Guenther on the Cosmic Matrix Podcast to talk about current events, his experience at protests in Washington DC on January 6th, his views on Trump, his personal healing journey, and what we need to do during these times of uncertainty.
Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue discuss the concept of soul purpose, sharing their personal experiences of finding soul purpose, what that means to them, and offer practical suggestions on how to find your soul purpose.
In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Bernhard and Laura talk about the tools of holistic self-work that are necessary in navigating these times of global chaos, and more.
How can we speak truth in times that call for conscious action while also balancing our lives with self-care to take care of inner life as well? Bernhard and Laura share ways so that you can find the balance between speaking out and self-care on this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast.
Stand-up poet Benny Wills joins Bernhard Guenther on the Cosmic Matrix podcast to talk about recent events, the splitting within the Truth movement, and opposing views regarding Trump and Q, the left vs. right battle on the political spectrum, how more and more people are waking up, and more.
In this episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Bernhard and Laura discuss the importance of activating the warrior archetype and engaging in conscious activism during the coronavirus crisis, war-time leaders vs peace-time leaders, Divine Grace/Christ Consciousness, and more.
Neelesh Marik joins Bernhard Guenther to talk about Sri Aurobindo and the Integral Yoga. Neelesh shares about the concept of the “avatar”, the life of and different phases of Sir Aurobindo's ascension journey, the intensifying battle of dark and light during the Kali Yuga, and more.
What is the difference between spiritual experiences and truly actualized and embodied self-knowledge? Bernhard and Laura discuss the difference between spiritual realizations and spiritual actualizations in this new episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast and more.
Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue discuss how to work with the collective darkness that has taken over the world and use it to evolve consciousness by transmuting it into light. Looking beyond the various theories about the coronavirus, from the 3D level to the hyperdimensional level, they discuss the collective “trauma installment program”, and much more.
How do places and spaces that we live and visit affect us on an energetic level? Bernhard and Laura explore the topic of “environmental consciousness” and how the energies of the collective impact us in this episode of the Cosmic Matrix Podcast, and more.
Bernhard Guenther and Laura Matsue talk about the next stage of the evolutionary cycle of death: destruction, endings, and rebirth. They talk about the recent energies of the Saturn-Pluto Conjunction and how they see it already creating big changes on the world stage, and much more.
In this last Cosmic Matrix episode for 2019, Laura and Bernhard discuss the true meaning of the winter season as opposed to the consumerist version of Christmas. They reflect on their personal lives and how the practice of meditating on death teaches you how to live, and much more.
In this episode, we discuss the difference between discernment, judgment, and intuition in regards to spiritual work and truth-seeking. We talk about the difference between intuition, gut feelings, and head-centric thinking, as well as the importance of emotional intelligence and a still mind order to access deeper levels of intuition, and much more.
Bernhard and Laura discuss what keeps people living in scarcity and how to create more abundance. They discuss the topic of money and how our early programming sets us up to have a certain relationship with money which is based on those early beliefs, how the Matrix forces have hijacked the system, and much more.
What does it mean to be embodied? Bernhard Guenther talks to Philip Shepherd, author of New Self New World and Radical Wholeness. Philip talks about his experiences and teachings around embodiment, how our modern world reflects the disembodied state of humanity, and much more.
In this episode, Laura and Bernhard discuss the relationship that they each have to the Divine/God/Source. They reflect on aspects of the Divine and the deeper surrender to Divine, the religious distortions of seeing God as outside of us, the New Age Ascension movement, and much more.
In this podcast Bernhard and Laura propose the question “Do you really want to awaken or just be comfortable in your dream state?” and how “enlightenment is a destructive process” as it may introduce us to difficult truths; and how certain components of character are necessary to have in order to go through this process.
In this episode, Bernhard and Laura discuss the journey of the “wounded healer” and their personal experiences of suffering and healing themselves which led them to the work they’re doing. They discuss the role of trauma and how it can create more sensitive people, or oppositionally, sociopaths and psychopaths, the matrix trauma installment program, and more.
What is the New Age movement and how have spiritual/esoteric teachings become corrupted through its popularity? In this episode, we look into some of the popular New Age beliefs and how they tie into the topic of spiritual bypassing.
The vast majority of people in the modern world are disconnected from their bodies and live in a very hard-centric existence. Official culture and the matrix keeps these people disembodied by design so that they are disconnected from their inner guidance and true creative power. Laura and Bernhard discuss this process of embodiment; which is reuniting body, mind, and spirit and how this brings us to heal the trauma stored in our bodies as we reconnect to it.
Psilocybin mushrooms, DMT, ayahuasca, marijuana, and other psychedelics/medicine plants are becoming more popular in the mainstream as an alternative method of holistic healing. What are the benefits and what are the risks in taking these substances/plants? Laura and Bernhard share their own experiences using these psycho-active substances while also discussing various topics such as the dark side of shamanism, the trap of chasing peak experiences, and much more.
In the 4th episode of the Cosmic Matrix podcast, Laura and Bernhard discuss spiritual integrity and what it means to engage in inner and outer work. Many well-meaning "truth seekers" are overly focused on the external world while lacking a balance of sincere inner work and embodiment. On the other side of the coin, there is the New Age trap of too much "self-work" resulting in narcissistic tendencies, whereas people are overly focused on their internal experience without understanding the world around them, which often results in solipsism.
Everyone is suffering to varying degrees. Do we have to suffer and what is the way out? In this episode, we explore the role of suffering in light of the process of awakening, its teaching function, and how to catalyze suffering into deeper healing.
We talk about the issue of being "black-pilled", what it is and what it is not, how your level of consciousness directly relates to how you see the world and how it affects your life, and more.
In the second hour, we discuss Lubomir's groundbreaking short film "The Forest King", how Rudolf Steiner's work influenced his work, Lubomir's insights into the current state of the world, the evolution of consciousness, the Transhumanism agenda, the splitting of humanity, and more.
In the second hour, we go deeper into spiritual science and address the question of where your thoughts really come from, how your level of consciousness determine the field and experiences you attract and more.
In the 2nd hour, we go deeper into soul fragmentation and how trauma disconnects you from your soul, the process of soul retrieval, the trap of intellectualizing the process and more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, we talk abut attachment styles, and trauma, how they relate to authenticity, how authenticity is the key to your soul purpose, fulfilling relationship, and creativity, and more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hr, we explore rhe Hero's Journey and the Dark Night of the Soul, how it relates to astrological transits and more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, we go deeper into the concept of psychological awakening, what a true spiritual awakening entails, the many misconceptions about it and more.
In the 2nd hr, we dive deeper into the process of Individuation, how to connect to BEING and coming home to yourself, how the the conflict in the world is a mirror of our internal conflict, and more...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hr we explore the remaining steps of the Hero's Journey and share our experiences and lessons as well.
In the second hour, we go deeper into the occult aspects of evil and the hidden forces of life, how wetiko has infected humanity, tagging into our shadow, ego blindspots, and traumas...[only for members.]
In the 2nd hour, we explore the topic of Spirituality vs. dogmatic Religion, fear of making decisions, Unconscious self-sabotage and negative synchronicities, prayer and Divine Grace, and much more...[only for members.]